Yes, I want to be a man for a day. Life is too confusing as a female. I have discussed it with girlfriends and we even tried for a week to think and act like men, from a relationship point of view of course, we still peed sitting down! But alas, we all failed. Girls (well all the ones I know of) get too emotionally attached far too quickly. It’s really shite.
I’m confused. Completely confused.
I went to a party last night and the policeman was there. If you’re relatively new here; the policeman is the older brother of one of my good guy friends and he was a one-night stand a few months back. I had developed a crush on him long before the one-night happened, so maybe it was a bad choice from my end. We learn, baby steps. Anyways, after that night nothing progressed, we hadn’t spoken or seen each other until last night. And my God he was looking hot last night. We didn’t talk all night. He danced with us and spoke to the group of friends I was with, but we didn’t speak directly to each other. Which I’m kind of kicking myself for now. He also had his flatmate there who he was all over, so I didn’t want to interfere.
I heard from a couple of people though, that while flirting with the other girl he kept looking at me. I caught his eye a few times. Yes, maybe I should have gone and said hi. My BFF Toni said to go say hi, but something inside me couldn’t do it. I think it was because he was with someone. If he had been alone it would have been easier.
Anyway, after seeing him last night it made me think about sailing Dave. He doesn’t give me the same spark that the policeman does. If there’s no spark, there’s no excitement. Sure, sailing Dave is a lovely guy and lots of fun. But he’s just not doing it for me.
Not that I’m thinking I’ll have something with the policeman, but there are plenty more out there. In fact, I should really start flirting with the pub quiz guy.
Look at me! I am acting like a man, just moving onto the next one…